this might be a really weird thing to think about, but I think one day you’re going to somehow be able to pick a time that you had a lot of fun and just go back to it for the night and relive it, like the best nights of your life wont have to just be memories anymore, you’ll be able to go back and remember how much fun it was all over again. maybe there should be some kind of rule about how often or how many times you can do it so you don’t ruin it and get sick of it, but I think that would just be the greatest thing ever.
because right now I realized how sad it is that I can never go back to some of the best nights of my life and theyre constantly fading in my memory until one day I’ll barely remember most of it. Like an example would be the night I spent in Paris with my friends across from the Eiffel Tower. That is still one of my favorite nights of all time, and its actually really sad to know that I’ll never experience that again. Maybe I’ll go back to Paris and see the Eiffel tower at night, but it won’t be the same as that night. And if I could just decide for tonight to just go back and be in that night all over again, I would without a second thought. And I don’t want to go back to change anything because I dont think you should ever be able to go back and do things differently because I think every single thing you do leads to where you’re meant to end up, but you should be able experience good things more than once just to keep the memories fresh. Its just sad knowing I’ll never experience anything that already happened, any part of my childhood, and part of my younger life ever again. Unless by some miracle, my strange futuristic vision somehow comes through for me, but that seems unlikely.
wow I just rambled a lot more than I meant to about something that probably makes no sense
